Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Letting go.....

Dear S,
It's time to let you go.I have held on for too long,i always had a feeling it wouldn't work out but i didnt realise it would be worse than that.
It was my fault i was the other woman,if only i was able to see into the future i wouldn't have even given you my room number that day.Everyone knew us,but they loved you and her together-she was the nice one,i was the "seductive" one.
I take all the blame because i took the decision to be with you.You didn't have to tell me all those lies about caring about me and how there was no future between you and her.

I was gullible enough to fall for your excuses,you made me cry one too many times but i will never shed another tear over you.Everyone sees you as this perfect guy but you never showed me that side of you and i blame myself for it.The song should have been a clue but i chose not to listen.I just need you to realise that you don't need to contact me periodically to stay friends-we never were and we never will be.

I heard you guys are now back together and would be getting married this year,i guess religion is no more an issue.The parents now see you as a potential husband for their daughter and not a gold-digger.You finally found your plug to your socket and i am sure i will find my sooner rather than later.
You might get to read this and you might not but i am 110% sure that someone you know will and might put 2 and 2 together and get 4.In your case it's never 6 degrees of separation but 1.

Congratulations

13 comments:

princesa said...

Here's a hug sweetie!
If its not meant to be, it wont.
Open the door of ur heart...love will def enter.

Afrobabe said...

..All the best.

Omosewa said...

...it is well. Have a nice weekend babe.

Pink-satin said...

i totally did a post like this last week!!!i feel you girl!!!!move on..let go....and thats what am gonna do too!

SET said...

I CAN RELATE AND SO RECENTLY TOO. AT THE END OF THE DAY IT IS FOR THE BEST. HE WAS NEVER THE ONE SO THANK GOD YOUR TIME CAN NO LONGER BE WASTED OVER A LOSER.

yankeenaijachick said...

Been a while sister, miss ya lots. I hope you doing great. I really not blogging as I used to . Skool work so much. Hope u doing great.

The Last King Of Scotland said...

whoa. u will be fine. writing about it is a way to de stress yourself. thats the first step

Spicy said...

Wow..stumbled upon your blog...Be strong...things have a way of working themselves out for our good. There is always something better waiting and now that you've freed yourself, it will surely come your way.

Anu boy said...

my personal person...

forget the guy jare...

you will be fine...

how are you loving our team at the moment...?

Honeywell said...

*hug*
girl, i can honestly say i have been there, and not too long ago... but it is well... it seems painful now, but before you know it, you have moved on and left all the memories in the dust. One piece of advise: no contact. not even friends. it will just start some more ish. Goodluck, it is well....

soupasexy said...

awwww....so sorry, sweetie..i know exactly how u feel, this just happen to me too..

rethots said...

Ouch!...touching yet, bold (& necessary).

doll said...

moving on is a good thing