Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Letting go.....

Dear S,
It's time to let you go.I have held on for too long,i always had a feeling it wouldn't work out but i didnt realise it would be worse than that.
It was my fault i was the other woman,if only i was able to see into the future i wouldn't have even given you my room number that day.Everyone knew us,but they loved you and her together-she was the nice one,i was the "seductive" one.
I take all the blame because i took the decision to be with you.You didn't have to tell me all those lies about caring about me and how there was no future between you and her.

I was gullible enough to fall for your excuses,you made me cry one too many times but i will never shed another tear over you.Everyone sees you as this perfect guy but you never showed me that side of you and i blame myself for it.The song should have been a clue but i chose not to listen.I just need you to realise that you don't need to contact me periodically to stay friends-we never were and we never will be.

I heard you guys are now back together and would be getting married this year,i guess religion is no more an issue.The parents now see you as a potential husband for their daughter and not a gold-digger.You finally found your plug to your socket and i am sure i will find my sooner rather than later.
You might get to read this and you might not but i am 110% sure that someone you know will and might put 2 and 2 together and get 4.In your case it's never 6 degrees of separation but 1.


Wednesday, February 06, 2008